What is it ?

Have you ever felt the pain
walked in the rain

laughed when your sad
been called mad

smiled like everythink was ok
when theres been so much you needed to say

shouted at for doing wrong
put earphones in to hear a song

screamed so much you thought you'd die
they ask if your ok but you have to lie

prayed to god to let you go
but all you hear is the word "no"

tried to smile but it hurt so bad
what is is that makes you sad ?