Dad i f i could take back those last words i would
i would tell you that i love you and not that i hate you
the pain and sorrow grow in me like a cancer
they make me cold and bitter
dad please i beg you come and make it all better
but i understand why you don't come because i said...i hate you
but dad i was only boy
wait no i still am
since you left no one taught me to be a man
i guess i only have myself to blame because i said..i hate you
but dad why this way i am sorry i didn't mean to say...i hate you
its ok i promise I'll be good now I'll even clean my room just don't go
but dad when will i see you again my life is just about to begin
well dad its been seven years and i am still waiting
the cancer of words i said that day
haunt my soul and make me pay
if only i could i say
the days grow longer and the nights grow colder
but yet i am still waiting
the aftermath is that of a nuclear bomb...mom went crazy and izzy left
grandma cries and i almost died
never so much have i cried
all i can say is i am sorry
i love you dad i see that now
but i am to late
someday dad... I'll make you proud
