My Punishment

My tears tell me I'm falling apart from this world,
and I only take those sobs as my weakness.

When my body will melt to the earth,
well only I can give away the answer.

Is it that obvious about my misfortune?
Oh, well I guess I'll just hide it for a day or two.

I cannot help how much I always beg,
And on my knees hopelessly wanting to end.

A reward to die but punishment to stay...
I accept my punishment.