Hate

I really hate myself
I hate it to see myself in the mirror
knowing I have ruined my own life

my mistakes didn't only ruin my life
but the life's of the people I love too

if I hadn't screamed at my dad,
if I was just sweet and brave,
then my little sister would have a dad

if I hadn't only thought about me and myself
i would have seen that i hurted people

if i wasn't born
then was the world a better place

i hate myself..
i really hate myself..