Living mistake

Watch me destroy this progress ive made.

Hold back my tears so i look well behaved.

smile as guilty tears fall from my eyes.

Ive become this person i despise.

Missing in action, where have i gone?

what i had known was oh so wrong.

Help me and save me from myself.

take me and break me,

think of yourself.

A lie i must tell

so i can belong.

Veins full of hate

makes me feel strong.

Your arms are reached out

but i doubt youll hold on,

im way out of line,

but what can you do?

it isnt love, unless they feel it too.

hold my self together,

but im about to break,

every waking moment,

im living breathing mistake.