My last wish

My thoughts before my death
this is my declaration
these are my wounds
these are of my own creation

i did what i thought would work
i tried to make it right
but I'm sitting all alone
on this cold winters night

i gave life a shot
but i guess its not my game
i cant stand being without you
sitting alone with my shame

feeling these feelings
crying these tears
living alone
with all of my fears

i cant do it anymore
this is my goodbye
i don't want to feel anymore
i don't want to cry

i don't want to work this out
i don't want to try anew
i gave up on it all
because i cant live without you

so this is my last wish
forget about me
live a happy life
live and be free