You never know what you got till its gone

She lays on her bed, thoughts flowing into her head. Thoughts of her,

thoughts of him, thoughts of what they once were. She Remembers

how well he treated her and how she ignored his love. She shakes her

head to snap out of it and says to herself, 'I don't love you, I love the

idea of you! I don't love you. I can't love you now for you are forbidden by

another. I had you and let you go. Besides he probably doesn't feel the

same anymore about me.' She wipes away tears, and tries to patch

up her heart............They are good friends now and she can tell him

anything, but this is one secret he'll never know....because she thinks

its better off that way. She thinks to herself, I broke his heart, and I

guess I deserve the same.'