Been waiting here since last nite ,
til i becomes very sleepy + sloppy ,
with these outfit i'm wearing since yesterday .
I thought he was busy with his work ,
cuz it never pass my mind at all to simply bothers him when he does ..
But , surprisingly sad , it turns out to be a 'well-rehearsed-drama' they were all into it & trying to blast it against me ..
And guess what ? I only get to know the truth myself until just now (0540am) !!
I've made a 'research' alone with myself , & he really did these to me !
He's really there in her room .!!
"Why did i didn't do the 'research' earlier ?"
I'm still wondering & regretting myself until dis has been post & so on ..
They really wouldn't get it ,
How many times do i need to tells them that "DON'T EVER2 TAKE ME FOR A FOOL !!"
Cuz if they ever did, seriously man ,
they're cmpletely wrong !!
And why does she have to come btween us two anyway ?
Rite when i'm already suffocating , not being able to breathe w/o him .
Rite when i'm already dying ,
not being able to live w/o him .
Rite when i'm already take him as a part of me;
he's my days n nights , my tears n laughs , my breaths n brags , & it's sick dat he's my whole life now ..
So how could this thing ever happened ??
YOU wants me to stop hating those guys , & falls in love again rite ?? And now when i'm seriously falling off from the edge ,
What disaster does YOU slots-in to my chapters ?! Wht troubles ?
Why must 'those' ever existed?
Why God ?! Just tell me WHY .?!
I have really forgotten all my hatred towards them guys ,
cuz i know you always wants me to !
But can't u at least got me trapped in these bliss a lot more longer .?
Cuz if u do , he'll helpessly crazy being in loves wit me by now ,
and of course , that 'slut' won't ever dare to pass his mind at all !!
