If

If the tables had turned.

And fate took a twist,

I realize now....

who i would all miss.

If i had leaped, and no one broke

the fall, no one heard my screams,

and they didn't awesner my call.

If things would have been different,

would i have made a change.

The thought of not knowing,

seems beautiful and strange.

If i would have faltered,

and fell in between the cracks.

Would i be able to recover my fall,

and carry the weight as it stacks?

So many questions, now ill never

know. Would it be better if i stayed.

If maybe i would go?

If i would have told you,

you would have taken my chance.

To dance with death,

my only last dance.

If i would have ran, the whole

ten miles. And been dressed

for the kill, would you love me,

regardless and still.

If you would have stopped,

you could changed that night.

But i didn't utter a word...

i know its not right.

If i would have felt guilty,

or even remorse,

do you think i would have taken my chances

with an ambulance or the hearse?