Sometimes it just feels wrong.
It feels like it's unexplainable
It feels like bricks weighing me down.
Like fire burning me all over.
Hot and tingling, scorched.
Drowning in a sea of confusion
Uncertainty swarming my mind.
Ideas flooding my memories.
Remembered and forgotten.
Thoughts disturbing, words not said, choking me, turning blue from suffocation.
Longing for something, sometimes unknown.
Not knowing what it is I want and not.
Fulfillment unfelt.
Loneliness sometimes at night and day is kept.
Sometimes happiness is felt.
Light peaks through darkness love trickles down through tears of joy.
Flesh take over with longing.
fears of unsucces
feelings of unforgivness
Feeling unexplainable.
Self worth questioned
at time of distress mental stability is in test.
Some can feel and not see.
Some can see and not feel.
Unable to explain the pain or hurt or sadness.
Lips shivering from tears filled with nightmares of memories wishing to be washed away and forgotten.
Give to her freedom.
Freedom from her internal bondage originating from external deception.
From external badgering
From external judgment
From external put backs and let downs from "others."
Remind her of a heavenly immortal spirit, being and God.
Show her the guide and path to freedom.
Give her happiness. Give her love. Give her HER.
