Last Straw

You broke my heart
Not the other way around
You twisted my words
Made is as if I pushed you to the ground

The last straw came
The day our one month would have been
You showed up on my doorstep
With a breath soaked in gin

You told me you still love me
That you never should have let me go
You asked for me back
And i screamed at you no

I guess that was your last straw
The event that did you in
They found you back in your closet
With a belt tucked under your chin

I went and wept at your funeral
I sat in the very back row
Wondering what would have happened
If i hadn't said no.