So Done

I'm done with the lies, the hurt, the pain
I try to pretend but it is never the same
No one can feel the heartbreak i hold
No one knows because i have never told

You may not see it, I hide it so well
Even if you ask, I will not tell
I try to be strong for one person only
If only he knew how often I was lonely

So lonely that I cry myself to sleep
So heartbroken from the secrets I keep
So hurt that I cut my wrist
So lost I ask why I exist.