March

My birthday month and when I lost my bestfriend.
We thought we d be friends until the very end.

The fight was days before my birthday, which turned it blue.
A day where I thought I 'd hear from those who were true.

I 've apologized for things I 've done wrong
And you know their truthful and strong.

Have you considered your apologies?
Never heard from your non-existent replies.

You 've done wrong in the past
And I forgave you far too fast.

Do you know how I felt about anything ?
Probably not because I was always acting.

I haven 't been happy for some time
But listening to me was your least favorite game.

I always had open ears for you
Because my feelings for you were true.

There are things no one knows about me
Which I thought maybe at least one would see.

My secrets will always and forever be
The hidden truth about me.

I always fought for you
Everything changed that night we were away

My heart is in pieces because of you
This was completely out of the blue.

Shame on me for thinking this ever real
Guess it 's time for me to heal.

I see now that we will never be
The friends that we used to be

Lost my friend. Unsure of what will happen but needed to get stuff of my chest...... Thanks for comments / ratings