True love ??/

We hung out this month , i think you think im over you . but baby im still falling for you . you can see it in my eyes & you can hear it on my laughter . i like running to you to have a fun day with you , but when you drop me off there was no goodbye hug or kiss , but you said goodbye . and i kinda liked it that way cause it wasnt to much . & that goodbye could still another day we will hangout .

we climbed that ramp with our friends , you said ill get behind you cause i dont trust you behind me (; he helped me up he grasped my sides , he held my hand all the way up . i cut my hand on a tree & he wanted to see (: he acted like he was going to threw me into the water , he grabbed me but he didnt . he kept touching my hands too (: to me it seems he still cares ...

we were on the swings , he sat right next to me . he smiled all sweet & said its nice to be here . he didnt say that but i could tell he liked the moment . i told him i regret alot of guys , & he said like who , i told him & said even you . i said i was kidding & i said you were the best of all & he said well thats really good to hear . even tho how much he hurt me i couldnt unlove him any less . he got off his swing & pushed me in mine . he grabbed my sides and i could feel his warmth behind me . i wanted to get up & give him a big hug , but i didnt .

i will never stop loving this guy , he dropped his world on me , i fell for him & theres no going back . i may say im over him . but i went threw alot with him . he went through alot to get me so why should i stop trying for him . he told me one night to never leave him & i kept that promise because im still here even if he lefted me . this is what i call love no mater what anyone say . i love this kid with everything in me & i would give anything to be his again . i dont care if people say its wrong its not your life its mine . i know my feelings for him i know my tears . i know how i get when i cant have him , but forever i will stay to wait for him . & if he dont come ill still wait like he waited for me . True love i would say .