Regret

Three's so many things
that i regret
and nothing i can do
not even forget

the day in your room
laying on your bed
i just cant get this
outta my head

I'll try to ignore you
and not answer the phone
but then you come to my door
and come in my home

you tell me your life
you tell me about love
i treat you like crap
isn't that enough?

going to your house
meeting your family
always smiling
always living happily

watching movies
screwing around
leading you on
wondering how

what makes you like me
why do you care
this is my life
i don't want to share

pulling away
but your holding on
why wont you leave
why aren't you gone?

then slowly
you fade away
missing what i had
missing each day

realizing i loved you
and never knew it
regretting treating you
always like sh*t

every day gets worse
just another nightmare
everyday i want you
and i need you here

i just want to tell you
that i love you
and i miss you holding me
tightly against you

the way you told me
that I'm the best thing in your life
miss you telling me
I'm gonna be your future wife

miss all your love
miss your bed time stories
miss you saying
how much you adore me

i cry each night
wishing you could wipe my tears
come crawl on my bed
and tell me your fears

tell me you love me
and that you need me once again
tell me I'm yours
and our love will never end

but thats just my thoughts
and they're all selfish too
cause i haven't once thought
how much i hurt you

so I'll go on knowing
that i let you slip away
and I'll go on regretting
each and every day

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