What if?

When a person you once loved disappears from the world forever you feel empty, hollow. Like a part of you will forever be missing and even though that person wasn't in your life any more. You still loved them, thought of them often and asked yourself 'what if?'
Then you one day hear that they no longer exist and all those 'what if's' explode in your head. What if...they'd have never walked away? What if..... they still loved you, but never told you? What if.....
Then all the sudden your world, the one you worked so hard to rebuild, comes crashing down. Because no matter how hard you tried to forget, leave behind and move on. Your heart just never could. And now you find that you'll forever have a broken part of you and that part will forever whisper their name and remind you of the 'what if's' you can never answer.