All these years,
And still I'm fighting back these f**king tears
My heart still shattered and distraught,
For myself i fought.
You killed me inside,
With nowhere left for me to hide,
Did you know what was happening,
Or was you just pretending,
All i wanted was to be loved,
Instead you left me cuffed,
With sadness and pain torturing me.
One day i thought, you'll see,
When that day came, i thought you'd of cared,
But no!
You just stood their and stared,
While my fragile body was battered and abused,
You left me so confused,
You were just as bad as them,
In fact you were worse,
You laughed and cursed,
As you staggered away, in search of another drink,
What did you think?
When i screamed for help,
I'd watch as you'd mimic my frightened yelp.
I'd love to know what you all think, i still think this needs some work, any criticism is welcome, thanks xx
