I try my best to show you the worst of me.
But you never change your opinion of me.
What's wrong,
Are you retarded ?
I try and forget our past,
Where you made me cry and think lowly of myself.
While you still loved her.
But someone always comes between us.
And reminds me of how we were back then,
You try and reassure me that you love me.
When the old feelings creep up,
The feelings of hurt and loneliness.
I try and stay ,
Say I don't care,
Throw in a few kisses.
And you'll believe me.
Sometimes I wake up of nightmares that seem so real,
When in actuality,
They were.
I want to run away,
And yes ,
it would solve my problems.
I feel so caught up in my own mind,
I feel like everyone hates me.
But it's me that hates me.
When you say everything will be okay,
When you kiss my forehead and say you'll be fine.
It's more complicated.
Hiding secrets ,
Hiding my thoughts from you,
Is tough, but worth you not knowing .
You say you don't care about her,
Or the girl you kissed on the bus.
You are a lier.
You're the kind that has feelings for every girl,
As long as they give you attention.
Do you remember you made fun of me because I liked you in seventh grade?
Time to repay the favor now.
Lets see how you like it,
Lets see if you'll do any better than I did.
