WHY!?!

Why did u do it?
why does it hurt?
how do i fix it?
how can i survive?
how can i forget what i saw?
how can i take my pain away?

i sit here for hours trying to answer these
i asked u not to i even said Please
i looked at u and all i could do is cry i couldn't say a word at 1st it just make me wanna die
i looked up to u
u kept me strong
now i have nothing I'm not sure where i belong
this pain i feel will not go away i wake up n just wanna do it everyday

i wanna cut i wanna go deep
then this pain will go that i feel so deep
its a smile on my face but a dead girl inside
i wanna open my skin up with a blade nice and wide
i wanna let out all my pain and watch my life go i wanna sit there and watch everything flow out of me

i wanna feel alive again n not cry all the time
i want the boys back but they gone for good..
i wanna join u and i probably should
but i still cant do it to her
cause i know its no good
i try n try but one day i will die
until the it tears n pain cause this pain will never mend ..