Lifeless Addiction

One turns into twenty
twenty turns into more
light-headed as the blood covers the floor
sweet release of all this pain
sometimes its the only solution to keep me sane
the urge is so strong
i've never went this long
i feel desire burning
my whole world stopped turning
I ache for the cold metal against my skin
there's a piercing scream from within
all this pain would subside
if i could just cut again