I've tried too hard
I pushed it this time
I tried to make you mine
To make you something
That you're not
You'll see in time
A month has passed
I still feel bad
About all the things I did
I've tried for many things
But none worthy
To a simple 12 year old kid
Maybe I am over-reacting
Maybe I need to take a sit
Just to get these thoughts of you
Completely out of my head.
Questions running
Through my head
All referring to you
"Where is he?"
"When will he back?"
I mean, what else can I do?
Block you out of my life?
Forget about the laughs?
It's just not possible
To delete everything we had.
I tried to make you love me.
That was wrong of me to do.
To force you to feel something,
Which was the same way I do.
My signs are fatal
I'm out of ideas
But, it's starting to catch on
You'll never care like I do
Or love me the way I know
You could.
You simply do not want me
But I can't get over it.
The feelings I have for you will always be permanent.
