I'm Still Awake

I'm still awake
Dreaming of you
All that we could be

I'm still awake
Trying to figure things out
Why it's you that makes me ache

I'm still awake
Confused about life
What I'll grow up to be

I'm still awake
With imageries
Of what happens at the
End of me

I'm still awake
It's past 12
I'm dreaming about death

I'm still awake
I'm still
Loving you
I still think you're the one

I'm still awake
When I pair our names
As if to rate them both

I'm still awake
Wanting to be yours
Knowing that's how it will be

I'm still awake
When I hear the news
That you've fallen in love

I'm still awake
When I find out
It's not me that you want

I'm still awake
As I said goodbye
To this cruel world

You changed your mind?
I see it now.
You just want to save me
I kiss you softly
But it doesn't matter now
I am no longer awake