EVER FELT LIKE HELL ??

Have you ever felt like hell
Living your life like your in jail
Though your free but you just feel like your locked up in a cell
You cant even be granted a bail
You have money but cant buy anything being offered for sale

Have you ever felt so lonely
You are clouded by people but still lonely
Like no one is friendly
Or talking to you softly
Or gently
Or the feeling of being rejected
Or accepted
Or subjected

I wonder if you ever felt like you could have done something
To someone
Somewhere
To save
Or help
Where you think you could have acted lovingly
Instead you just acted aggressively
Or roughly
Or heartlessly
Or violently
Or awfully

Ever felt like your life is a mess
Like is not getting any better
And instead is just getting worse
It has lost direction instead of east its going west
The point where you couldn't glimpse
You couldn't even guess
And your only true friend is stress
Everything is kinda French
And it just doesn't make any sense
The world is showing you its ugly face
You are lost in your own world
Leaving no trace

I don't know if you have ever felt like your life is over
Like you cant even face this world sober
When you just want to spend everyday of your remaining life on beer
And you soak your pillow every night with tears
Your whole life is full of sorrow,grief and fear ??

Well i did.