Cutting Life

by Leah.A.   Jun 21, 2004


I shut off the lights
And locked the door
Before crawling into a corner
On my bedroom floor.

I sat there in the dark
With tears streaming down my face
Thinking how much longer
I should exist in this place.

Loneliness surrounds me
This pain never seems to end
I don't know how much longer
I am able to pretend.

I reach out in the darkness
Searching for something to grab hold
Something jagged and sharp
Either new or old.

I take it within my hand
A put it to my wrist
Not caring how much
I may put my life at risk.

Pressing it in
Tearing my skin like paper
Somehow i feel
I am doing myself a favor.

I want to relieve my pain
Take away my sorrow
So I won't have to see
The daylights of tomorrow.

Eventually I fall flat to the ground
Before I began stumbling about
Blood pouring from within me
That I knew, without a doubt.

I lay there alone
Trying to gasp for breath
When before I knew it
This was my death.

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  • 19 years ago

    by sarah k

    hey leah!! this poem is so amazing. you're such an amazing poet. im so jealous. you are so talented and i want you to keep writing more because your poems touch me. well i luv ya hun...
    ~sarah

  • 19 years ago

    by ~:.GodeSsOfTemPtati0n.:~

    loved it... sad she gotta end that way... =) gave it a 5 :)

    hope u can pass by mine =) and read "Destiny ( her suicide not)" :) ciao =)

  • 19 years ago

    by nichole

    hey this is such a good poem i really liked it a lot it really makes people understand ya know!! i cut myself too. my arms are ugly with scars. anyways this is awesome!! keep writing !! thank you for sharing this poem with us!!

  • 19 years ago

    by Chloe

    This poem is really great. I used to cut myself too. I still do it when I'm depressed, but I really try hard not to. Deep, meaningful poem - keep up the great work, and take care!
    -Chloe
    PS: Thanks for commenting, means a lot :)

  • 19 years ago

    by >> Beautifully Mistaken

    hey, honestly it is a gr8 poem, u have sooo much talent!! well done! =)- its somewhat ive done, very close to home for mi, thanks
    tanie

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