Not worth living

Never felt this way before,
it hurts so bad it feels so sore.
i hate this feeling i want to make it go away,
but some evil voice is saying; iam here to stay.
want to shut down this voice want to brake free
from depression and stress thats is set out to be me
thinking and wondering how to get out this feeling
and now i know with what iam dealling
theres no hope no laughter just cry
and the only way out is that i must die