Monster

You didn't come to apologize
for last weeks catastrophe, you
didn't even come to take back
every horrible scrap of your
memory. No.
You came to step on my ego, to
make a mockery of my suffering, to
dance on my grave.
Muffled tears fall into a pattern
paralleling that of the rain
i thought you were the one,
but no, you just played me,
and took away my decentsy,
my heart is cracked into peices,
i dont know what to do,
so i just want to avoid this whole world,
and so i fall asleep not knowing whats gonna happen,
and even though i go to sleep,
not wanting to think about you
And yet you still come into my dreams,
and make them night mares,
what am i going to do with you?