Tears I cry

The tears I cry Permanent on my face
Life's awful fate chases
Me to death
I am nothing left
I am not alive
When will death come, and take me
From this awful dream, please wake me
I want to fall down peaceful and die
But not fall down with shame in my eyes
Every day I lie to another person
About the true feelings I hide.
When I wake up from a dream
I try to fall back asleep
To escape from reality .
Sometimes I try to run away
But things keep pulling me back to stay.