Always on my mind,
Counting,
Keeping track of time.
The time since last we touched.
Sad moments make me want you.
Happiness overcomes thoughts of you.
My silent addiction,
My wonderful sin.
You are nothing but pain.
The worst thing in my life.
I use you,
You hurt me.
You hurt the ones around me.
You make beautiful marks.
They linger as a reminder.
I have to keep them hidden,
So no one knows I'm under your nasty spell.
Soon you will be a past.
Something I will get over.
For now though you will continue to be,
My friend,
My enemy,
My lover.
