Not wanting to leave

I do not wanna go
but i know its time to fly
so many years i have watched
go slowley by
what if i stay
i know i can not
but this place i feel
i will leave a lot
things i thought
would never work
the sad depresed feelings
begin to lurk
from the dark halls
i ponder
filled with sudden hope
and wonder
if i shall fly
far away
will this place still be
here one day