My Journey With Love So Far

I remember when i first met thee
You after all in science sat next to me
When i met you, you made me feel something
Even though when we first met to you i was nothing
This soon changed and friendship ensued
And my emotions were renewed
Our friendship was beaten when seventh grade ended
But eighth grade came and it was soon mended
Only soon after that it fell apart
The reasons why i have sought
And it took our friendship to end in flames
for me to realize i loved you fiercely like a flame.
I wish to speak to you but i don't know how
But u wont even speak to me so why should i bow down
To thee why should, i ask myself
Because u love him my mind answers his health
And happiness matter to you don't you see?
So right now amid all of this you still love thee
Will i ever get to be with thee, hold thee, and kiss thee
I want the answer to b yes but its an idk for me
The future is clouded from view
Always has always will
So there is hope! :)