There i lay

There i was
There i lay
beside your warmth
Nothing Left to say
words that came out
were no longer there
escaped my lips
drowned out by fear
afraid of death
afraid to scream
there you were inside of me
so close to death could feel the blood
trickle down my wrist from the slit.
memories are drowning me cant breathe remembering
I'm dying and I'm trapped
your inside my head
cant decide what to do don't sleep on my bed
memories over take my mind
remembering us intertwined
blood and lust and torturous death
inside my own mid my own depth.