It's too late

They premeditate my affliction and luagh as they cause me nothing but tribulation. deep down i even fantasized their extermination.

Nobody has acknowledged my pain but to admit i would feel too much shame.

It's too late now, my heart, it has become increasingly hollow and in life nothing but sorrow will ever follow.

I stand here as this lonely tear draws down my face thinking of how much i am a complete disgrace. why was i born like this i feel so displaced!

Without this I'd have been embraced.

My heart is now pulsing, it will soon not race.

Nostalgia flashes by as i prepare for my untimely demise
a sudden realization then springs to my mind.

I'll soon be rid of these disgusting lies.

It's too late now.

It's too late.

As the wind sways me and the edge nears, I look down and no longer feel my dreaded fears, I take one more step, breathe one more time, i now remember my favorite years, my 1st birthday, my first tears, another 9 and my first beer, the dark night as the clouds cleared, my first crush and my first kiss.

My first wish as rainbows permeated a beautiful bliss..

An eternal love that i will truly miss...

...The horrific moments that kids were kids, The day the torment upon me suddenly arrived, How ever innocent they looked at times I knew what them bastards truly contrived.

If only they could see it all through my eyes.

Now as i fall i accept my demise.

I hope to depart with these terrible lies.