No matter how hard, I cant seem to find
The right tool to screw you out of my mind
Your voice still rings in my ears; your laughter too
Its like im a lost ghost when im not with you
The seconds feel like minutes and the minutes feel like hours
Yet after all this time I'm still hypnotized by your powers
All day I envision you besides me wherever
And at night we lay under the stars together
I go over every moment we spent
And ponder about what you meant
When you said we'll be together no matter what
I thought my heart would never be damaged or cut
But where are you now as I cry these tears?
Where are you now as I'm devoured by my fears?
Where are you and your heart warming words?
That made me want to fly with the birds..?
Your smile and your lame jokes never left
But it was my heart that was the greatest theft
But, my life is now under control
And my mind is finally on a parole
Even though I will erase you from my life
The memories are still sharper than a knife
And I know that no matter the future
I will never find the right suture
To close up the pain of being left alone
To mute my past pleas and moans
To redo the wasted months that went by
That I lived under the words of your lie
You are gone now, and even if you came back
You will mean no more to me than an empty sack
Its too late now, we'll never be together..
But I still love you, until forever..
