There Are Times...

There are times where i want to reach out to you
&give you my all,
but when it comes down to catching me, you only let me fall....
There are times when i need to hear you, &need to hold you close,
but when your out of reach, thats when i need you the most.
There are times i cant stand to sit there an watch you change who you really are,
i wish someday i'll find the real you, maybe he's gone too far.....
There are times i need to talk to you, but you tend to block me out,
even when you dont, all we do is argue&shout...
There are times i feel useless, i feel like im to blame,
even when you make the mistakes , i always end up feeling the same...
There are times i want to scream so you'd understand how much this kills,
make you understand how much feeling my heart constantly spills.
There are times when "I" honestly dont quite understand,
&when things get that tough, all i asked for was your hand.
There are times i cant even sleep well with all these frustrating thoughts inside my head,
expecially with all the hurt and lies that i've been fed.
There are times where i wonder when i'll finally decide to give up on this fight,
&give up on putting together all the wrong &all the right........