It Would've Been Different

I waited for you, cold and alone.
Waves breaking at my feet.
It would've been different if you had shown.

The tears dripped down my face and onto the sand.
Heart breaking in my throat.
It would've been different if you had taken my hand.

My red eyes looked at the angry, black sky.
Legs shaking as I walked.
It would've been different if you didn't make me cry.

The water covered my neck as I entered the sea.
Breathing my final words to the fish.
It would've been different if you had saved me.