I will give anything to hear my elder sister call me a dummy again. Lord ease my fears, to hell with a hug. Lacing my boot for war, crying for peace amongst these evil people testing the man in me. I hurt for every brother who didn't make it to my age and those who got 5 more years to go. This world has punished me to cry for so many souls, will I find rest in this world, or the next? I am possessed to die right
