Yet again, you push me down.
Can't look in the mirror, I can't stand to see what I've become.
Just another shell, lifeless, and empty.
Why am I still here? When you can't even fulfill me.
So many broken promises, lying at the door.
How many times have I told myself I won't do this anymore?
Every time I come running right back, with my tail in between my legs.
You're always in the wrong, but I'm always the one who begs.
Begs you not to leave me, to give me one more chance.
To not cut me down with that empty glance.
I beg you to show some compassion, to make me feel like I matter.
But every time I've filled with disappointment. I feel my heart shatter.
In my chest, shards of glass making it impossible to breathe.
I can't find the strength to just leave.
I know I have no one to blame but myself.
For all the pain, all the damage, my lack of self wealth.
You take every part of me, and you rip it to shreds.
I'm falling apart. Thread by thread.
