ONCE I FEEL LIKE DYING.

I feel like dying, doing nothing for eternity, i don't feel like trying. i have recognized i am not of my own, i walk in thee path a lone, i am a Christian working for the devil, i am good and evil, because i model men, i feel the same after a pray, i know to the vampires i am their very prey, after every amen. i feel like dying, i am of the horror spirit the holy birthed a dark angel now i am flying. i wonder if Jesus saved me, saved us i feel Grey, they ceased me they ceased us.