This rage is uncontrollable, the tears undeniable
The fear unpredictable, and my heart so destructible
The people unreliable, And the pain so unbearable
What do I do now but continue being irritable
I cant make her happy, She is only in the way
She may want to be there for me, But I only leave this girl astray
I resent the fact I push her away, When she knows I need her to stay
I cant handle life because life has handled me
Its not only my time to go but this shit made me see
The words that I say right now wont process through young minds
The Shit they go through trouble of all kinds
I sit back and watch to only see my close ones die
That the pains of the cuts or the feel of the high
The only thing they look to and I don't know why
I cant go to sleep at night without a dream gone too far
The constant deaths, the continuing losses, You know who you are
Everyday I beg for these dreams to Just fall and disappear
Then tomorrow will be a new day, a day That i wont fear
A day that She can make me smile and The day That we are perfect
But that's too much to ask for, One thing I cant protect
But I cant lose her, She is my life and she is my soul
Made me a better person, In my life she plays better rolls
She is the only one I want to see day by day the only thing that wont go wrong
But the life that was planned for me, the days don't follow along
I refuse to let you go and I'm not going to change my mind now
I am going to keep you by my side though I don't know how
But listen to these words from the heart. The words I will say for days
Believe me when I say that I love you yesterday, today, tomorrow... Always
Take away this pain, Make me smile once again
Don't stop trying now, please do not refrain
