I Hate You For Making Me Love You

If i cry,
I feel like I'm loosing.
Giving in to the pain of you leaving.

I hate you,
For making me love you,
For breaking my heart.

I love you,
For making me see the good in myself.

Now if only you were gone from my memory,
Forever.

Then I wouldn't have a reason to cry.
But then I wouldn't have a reason to love.
Or to hate.

I don't want you,
But I need you.

Why did you come into my life?
Why did you leave?