Depression

Lately its been hard to fall asleep

cant seem to keep my eyes close

for those in my sleep ,the demon inside me

sleeping under the same sheets

feeding off of me ,making it hard for me to move,

feel weak,stuck between reality and dreams, but trust me

people it isn't as crazy as it seems

Theres this thing that takes over you

controlling everything you say or say do

its cruel,

how a simple feeling can take control of you

,feel hopeless loss with out a clue

hate that most of my life i was stuck with you

letting you feed off my thoughts and stress

letting it become stronger till it starts to feed off my chest

wish i can teach you a lesson

but instead I'm stuck in a hole of more of your depression

I'm scare , now cause of you I'm hurting everyone i come near,

its upsetting instead of smiling I'm hear shedding tears

from all my bottle up fears .

not letting you take over my body

i'ma fight till at least one of us is still standing tonight ..