A poem for x

I have always wondered what i did wrong that i was treated this way

i have always wondered why am i here trying to keep u in my heart for as long as i can

to keep the memories fresh, to keep your voice present in my head, to keep your touch in my hands

when your trying to forget about me?

you act as if nothing existed?

how can u forget about all the memories that we shared all the laughter all the secrets we shared

did they not exist?

did they not make you happy?

what did i do that made you this way?

is it my fault that i wanted you to be happy?

people say i care too much, i have a pure heart but i guess i don't because if i did you would of treated me differently....

sometimes i wonder was it just a dream, did i just wake up to find my self alone...........

i just wish when you walked away you would of taken your memories as well...