Somethings wrong

I feel nothing
I used to be strong and was able to take everything that came at me
But now i am falling to the ground and cant get up
I find myself in a bad position that is unavoidable
I wish that things would be different
But that is just wishing
Wishing is a worthless thing
The shattering of my heart from the love that i lost is heard around the world
There is not a place that you can go were you don't hear it
I wish you would return to me
Come and come closer
I wish you wouldn't have died
I can't bring you back again you are now on your own
As i am