Love,
Lover of Men,
Lover of Beloved Friend,
One who Helped me
I find I needed God
And he sent me somebody
To help me.
Love,
Woman
a Girl
So Small
So Smart
Intelligent
Girl.
Love, you shook the pages
when you put them in my world.
Eros Pathos Agape Storge
I wished for so many things
That I so much had longed for.
Longed for peace
A Home
Serenity
Quiet
Now I long for a violent blow to the head
Or a knife to the throat
Or turning the heater on 'till I cannot breathe.
I want to fall
Like a daisy into the sand
Because a Woman,
A Woman let me slip right out of her Hands
Out of her Womb
Her Stomach
and Into The Tomb.
And as I beg in my Wretched Grace for my Savior
to save my face
And I beg for amazing grace
and I
Wait
And then his plane ticket. His plane ticket,
he comes home tomorrow,
my world grows thicker with fog and I want to choke and die
Wretchedly
Because in this noisy, rowdy house
I have nigh a human alibi.
And to give you up
in this pain,
in this weakness,
You Took My Art
Hurt My Heart
Broke Me
Like a Branch in a Flame.
You twisted my Face
in Experimental Mistakes
and Swelled my Body
Like a Game
and I'm running
a girl
a deer
a Dear
A Would Have Been a dear Dear girl
if you had not done away
with my kindness.
