Cursed

Doomed to be forever cursed
I wallow in a pool of regret
Waiting for you is an unforgivable torture
But how can I ever forget?

We were so close to a perfect love
Now i fear you have entered my dreams
I lie awake telling myself
That you were never quite what you seemed

If you Lay me out underneath the stars
I will vanquish into thin air
My soul will walk this earth with a purpose
But there will never be a single care

I am CURSED as a human
To never be the same again
I am a zombie in my dreams
and you, you are a failing man

Bound by earth and wild desire
I will never be let down
I am forever Cursed
But you sir are a clown