I watch me burn

I sit here watchin
listenin to the sizzle of my flesh
i sit here watchin me bleed
witht the yelling in the background
i sit here watchin people try to put me out
but i still burn hotter an hotter
wats goin to happen will i die
will i heat up the heavens
or am i just goin to sit here an burn
like a star in the outer realms of heaven an hell
i sit here feelin like shit
because now who i ever i care bout i push away
im turnin out to be just like my exgf
ive pushed so mny so far
tht there is no hope for their return
i watch them walk away screaming there nme
5 is all i needed an now i understand those 5
is all i needed to live i finally get it
but i learned a little to late as usuall
now i have to tke the journey by myself
for i have lost there trust
my fate decided i shall sit here
an crve them into my heart as the
ones who tried to help but got pushed away
i wish i wouldve been smarter cause they could still
be willing to tlk to me
my life was mde meanigless cause of me
yet agian i have failed