I see you.
But you don't see me.
Here I am all cold and alone.
Watching you from afar.
As you enjoy time with you family.
Holding you're self in a warm blanket.
As you cheer on the game.
Sitting there.
Do you feel me looking.
I'm lost in a world of you.
I can not explain it nor should I try.
The more you want to push me away.
The tighter I hold on.
Never wanting to let go.
For if I should
I would die.......
