Escape Yourself

Where am I? This isn't paradise?
Send me their.
No not their.
Their.
Yeah. Right their.
Why have you stopped? I did not say you could stop!
Send me to paradise! Please have mercy on me!
I just want to escape these voices!
I fear if I make me stay, I will no longer be able to control myself...
Release me... Let me go... I need to be let go...
Into the warm embrace of paradise
and out of the frozen clutches of my own insanity
PLEASE! Release me into the wind
My own self awareness is gone
I guess even if I did let me go, I still wouldn't know it
so keep me here...
what's the difference?
watch myself rot into it