I am scared to date because my heart is broken I must wait until my broken heart mends if I don�t ill hurt you and me in the long run. When you leave for get about the time we shared I have a sweet side but I also have a very hurt confused mean side find someone who deservers you someone who is whole and not broken like me I have a hole deep inside my semi blackened heart. Love has died inside my heart im scared and don�t know how to ever love again my heart has been broken 1 too many times I cant risk it being broken again. I cry at night wondering why the ones I fall for wont love me is it my hair the way I talk how I dress that runs love away from me. I can�t let go of my pass it�s hard to just build a bridge and get over all the things I�ve been through. That�s why im not trying to get to close to you I cant hurt you; I cant allow you to hurt me because if I love you you�ll leave me or break my heart. I drink to make my problems go away but when I sober up my problems hit me like a boomerang. Depart before we hurt each other more than ever before. Im so confused in this point of my life.
