Burdens of My Past

I have wings but I can't soar up high
My burdens are pulling me down every time I try
Each time I try to move them to go up
I always end up forgetting how to laugh

I always have the spark to become a star
But my tears floods them down and makes it stop
And when I try to stop them from coming down
They just make my heart fall and drown

Happiness is all around me but pain is hiding me
I am trying to come out to be happy and free
But the clouds of my hurts are on my way
That's why every time I want to fly I end up being shy

Now I want to fly and shine with a smile in the sky
But the scars of the stitches are making me cry
I want to go somewhere,where there's no memory of you
But can I let you go if my heart is still loving you so .